Perhaps...

Teacher's Day morn,
sleepless last night,
still can feel the sadness,
lots of 'perhaps' turned up...

Perhaps i was always between drill horns...
pushed her to the edge;

Perhaps she doesn't understand that...
how i worried when she works without rest;

Perhaps she doesn't know that...
i jealous when she cares for colleagues more than me;

Perhaps she doesn't understand...
how i feel when ignored;

Perhaps she doesn't understand...
why sometimes i delayed my promises;

Perhaps she doesn't know that...
how i wished i could work together with her from the beginning;

Perhaps she doesn't know that...
i planned to rent a room to prepare for my night classes;

Perhaps she doesn't know the real reason...
why i rejoined my old firm;

Perhaps she doesn't understand the pressure that i faced...
rejoining the old firm;

Perhaps she doesn't know how i worked until midnight...
to earn more than she could;

Perhaps she doesn't know that...
i've accepted more printing jobs and students now;

Perhaps she doesn't know that...
i use HLB for monthly salary;

Perhaps she doesn't know how i wish...
to transfer part of my income to her monthly;

Perhaps she doesn't know that...
how happy i was when i shared my plan with her;

Perhaps she has forgotten that...
we had planned to form a tuition center;

Perhaps she has forgotten that...
everything is hard in the beginning;

Perhaps she has forgotten that...
why we form a company in the first place; 

Perhaps she doesn't know that...
i had cut down a lot on cigarette;

Perhaps she doesn't know that...
i'm controlling my diet and changing my lifestyle;

Perhaps she doesn't know that...
my bike can't be used anymore;

Perhaps she doesn't know that...
she's the reason why i started to sms using chinese words;

Perhaps she has forgotten that...
she was happy when i always text her my where about;

Perhaps she doesn't understand that...
how happy am i when receiving her sms;

Perhaps she doesn't know that...
i really care for her family;

Perhaps she doesn't know...
about her kid's class arrangement during form one;

Perhaps she doesn't understand...
why i spent time with her child when she couldn't;

Perhaps she's waiting for my apology...
on all my wrongdoings;

Perhaps she doesn't know that...
i feel really sorry for the words that i've said;

Perhaps she doesn't have time at all...
to listen to me and accept my apology;

Perhaps she doesn't know about the pulse on my left eye...
days before i knew about her toothache;

Perhaps she doesn't know about the dreams...
dreamed of them twice early last year;

Perhaps she doesn't know...
how happy was i to have brought her to visit my grandma;

Perhaps she doesn't understand...
how upset i was when she threatened to take her life;

Perhaps she doesn't know...
how painful is my heart when i was pushed away;

Perhaps she has forgotten that...
we agreed to sit down and talk whenever problems occur;

Perhaps she has forgotten that...
she promised not to leave me unless i said so;

Perhaps she has forgotten that...
she promised to work out with me shoulder by shoulder;

Perhaps she doesn't even understand how happy am i...
to have her in my life.

Plenty of perhaps,
fifty days of cold war,
without a chance to talk face to face,
everything was taken away,
simply.

Just wish...
if she would call me up one day,
let us have a peaceful talk,
and start all over again.

P & C

Sunday morning,
2nd October last year,
sent my first message to her,
replied within hours then,
a few messages within 2 hours,
introductions,
curious... is the word,
perhaps.

Still remember the first time we met,
two days after messaging each other,
after my class in mainland,
rushed to her place,
written her number on my paper,
afraid that my battery might gone off soon.

Supper at BM,
the first time near the market,
nice food and coffee,
an hour chat before sending her home.

Made a u-turn back to Penang,
changed our mind,
planned to have breakfast in the island,
brought her to Gurney Drive for rojak in the midnight.

Throughout the night,
for hours we talked,
changing thoughts,
before going back home,
preparing for our breakfast session.

A friendly person i can see,
in my eyes,
a caring mother at that moment,
touched,
thanks to youtube for connecting us.

Parents were curious,
asking her role,
worried,
after a few failed relationships.

Three days later,
visited her place,
met the family,
arranged maths class for the kid,
had supper together with him for the first time.

We met almost everyday,
after we started our new journey,
but kiddo seems to be worried and envied,
losing his mother to me was a big deal,
family didn't seem happy.

Did my best to convince him,
to accept my existence,
would care for him like my own,
pleased...
she was.

We talked everyday,
through phone for hours,
if couldn't meet up,
sweet.

She created our blog then,
a blog about us,
our lives,
glad to have her in my life,
a noble person she is.

We planned a lot,
for the future,
both wished this could be...
our last one in each life.

She started to help relatives,
in his business,
setting up a new branch,
somewhere near her house.

I continued with mine,
having more classes then,
for the sake of our future,
not to let her down.

Started a company,
named after us,
hoping that it could bring more income,
i learned new experiences in life.

Always wanted to treat her family like mine,
forming a family isn't easy,
always hoping that kiddo spends his time wisely,
to improve his results,
to pleased his heavy workload mother.

Spent my CNY at her place this year,
our first time,
was happy,
to have the family outing,
talked a lot with her brothers then.

Seven months had gone,
arguments?
of course we had,
it's a norm to couples,
i believed.

Things changed after i rejoined my old firm,
a place that i had left last May,
hoping that a more stable income,
could settle us down.

Lots of things had gone wrong,
i've made mistakes,
anger and furious...
were created.

Never had deep thought,
until eighteen days ago,
after receiving notes of complain,
i started to tune.

To share our life with others isn't easy,
be careful,
is the only word i can explain,
just be careful in everything.

What ever we do or say,
might hurt someone,
but without any consent or response,
things will go worse.

Ninth of May,
the day had come,
she had her final words,
a sentence that i wouldn't forget,
it hurts a lot.

Before things turned worse,
have we ever sit down and talked?
chance given was after her simple words,
for me to explain,
to share my thoughts,
but not all.

In The End

It was eight years ago...

Attending her routine family dinner,
memory told it was 20th April, 2003.

Stopped in front of the red light,
thinking of not being late,
i had her hand in mine,
loneliness was no longer with us,
love is in the air.

Doubted for a week,
either it was too sudden,
either we were not match at all,
perhaps God was fooling with us,
love is blind,
you would never know.

I kissed her on her birthday night,
no one was ever happier than me.

Love songs were played,
over the night at Grand Bay,
vodka and whiskey were served,
enjoyed, we did.

We started our new chapter in life,
i drove her to work sometimes,
together we worked out,
handling all the harms.

Young heart at that moment,
oughta think of marriage,
until we were ready.

Several years passed by,
enjoyed but hurt sometimes,
everyone tasted.

Programs those i've handled,
even she wasn't happy with,
i was stubborned to carry on.

Sticking to all my believes,
until today,
nothing i own and all just...
gone with the wind.

Me...

It has been 8 hours and 16 days,
since we had our last few words on the phone,
I could sense that she's leaving,
but she's still in my heart,
my wife to be,
still... perhaps.

Life's screwed,
sucks,
really really damn fuck up.

It was just like a dream,
which started 8 years ago.
We met and we fell in love,
She was my real friend,
a friend indeed,
a listener...

Chemistry happened and I fell into her,
it was sweet,
no worries,
as if nobody's business.

But I had never change,
my attitude,
my hobby,
my everything... since we met

We started to have plans,
but never work,
it all because of attitude,
or perhaps because of me.

Marriage is important,
a family was about to be formed,
a happy one,
I supposed...

I started to change,
but not all,
since a few years back.

Seems that my plan was wrong,
or I should say I never planned...
Seems that it was just dreaming,
or maybe lying to myself.

We are about to stay apart,
I could understand the situation,
I might be wrong for everything,
I should be staying alone,
not a family man,
perhaps.

Sometimes I told people...
it's always not too late to change,
it's all about the determination.
It seems that I'm a motivator,
but couldn't help myself.

It's never too late to lots of people,
but it seems too late for me,
it might not happen to you,
but it does really really happen on me...

Perhaps we should have some changes,
or perhaps I shouldn't be here,
or maybe I shouldn't befriended with you,
or I couldn't help myself when we used to be so close,
or I should stop giving myself the reasons...
Why we shouldn't have met in the first place.

Forming a family is about...
putting signature on the blue paper;
splitting two person running the same way.

We should know how hard it would be,
I do know how serious it is.
I do always love you,
I do hope for miracle,
I do care for you,
but I never do what you like.

Perhaps you were right,
but it wasn't what I like,
or maybe we should do it.

That's why I never see you,
but I still never give up on you,
I do hope you are having the same feeling.

I fell on you,
I've never planned to let you go,
not because of the time we had spent...
together,
not because you are too good for me,
not because I'm shame to let people knows,
not because you are always my good listener.

I'm all about loving you.
There are lots of things that....
I have never do,
haven't do,
not yet do,
and suppose to do.

Your face never fade in my memory,
shall we give ourselves another chance?
Or shall we stay apart?
Or shall we not seeing each other for another...
16 days and 8 hours?

Perhaps you don't love me anymore,
or perhaps we are not meant to be together,
or perhaps I shouldn't be with you in the beginning,
or perhaps...

It always has lots of 'perhaps',
'or',
'maybe'...

But all I know and realize is...
I am still deeply in love with you.

My Friends...

Sometimes I wander, hmmm... where are my friends? Friends those I used to go out playing games together, having supper at mamak stall, clubbing, fishing, snooker, etc...

Lately I have this kind of feeling always, am I growing old already? Or perhaps like what people said was true, as our age grow older... our friends become lesser, especially after we got married, forming a new family. Then our best friends will be our... wife, I presume.

Just Simple is working at QBM and always go to Farlim after work since 2 years ago, I suppose. He's the one I always have drink with, knew him since he was form 3 or 4, if I'm not mistaken. Trust him the most, as for me, he's reliable.

Vliamz had gone to KL for his study, gonna be a businessman one day, I hope so. And he didn't update his blog for quite some time already. We used to go fishing before he went to KL, miss you man...

Kazee, hmmm... a banker that I've known about 2-3 years ago, used to run a cc with friends. A good entertainer and trance music lover like Vliamz. He should either in be PG or KL now.

DKS... a pilot, used to be my student in maths, created his blog 2 years ago and published 2 posts only. He should either be in Penang or Malacca now, I think he's in Penang right now. He loves cars, I think 'speed' is the actual thing that is in his mind. Otherwise, he won't go piloting, coz aircraft is the fastest vehicle on earth now.

Jinson Chan is a friend that I got to know through other friends, he loves wine and jazz, as I know. An ambitious handsome guy, further his studies in US a couple of years ago and married a Taiwanese girl there. I think he should be a PhD holder by now. Happy family, bro!

Pinky & Claus - a happily married couple. Pinky was my classmate in secondary school who loves scuba diving. She worked in Singapore after form 5, then went to Germany 2-3 years ago after meeting Claus. They tied the knot last July, but until now I still can't imagine how they met. Should be inside the ocean, I supposed.

Actually I have lots of friends, more than a thousand contacts saved in my mobile. But sometimes just feel lonely and boring, especially when my girlfriend is not around, sigh...

Or perhaps I'm really really old already... old enough to form a family. Making up my mine now, should be done by end of this year. Hope that everything will be fine, hope to gather and meet all my friends during the wedding dinner.

I love you, my darling girlfriend & wife to be...

Suffering from broken foot

I've been resting at home due to twisted ankle, on my left foot. My feet are weak and my ankle always got twisted, as a result, I don't always go sports... sigh...

It's already not less than 5 times for the past 3 years, and I have to visit chinese physio for at least 2-3 times treatment each time my ankle is twisted, cost me roughly RM30 - RM40 per visit. but they are like magician, my pain will cut to 10% only after my first visit, the second visit will make my foot no more pain...

This time I didn't call Just Simple to drive me there coz he's a working man right now, til 10:30pm I suppose. But luckily still got an ex-colleague who's willing to spare his precious time for me, coz each visit will cost me around 2 hours, including the traveling.

Life's Still Goes On...

I stop blogging for more than a year already, just feel like having a rest after my last post, but never thought of quitting. The thing is... I can't really imagine that the 'rest' took me almost one and a half year.

Just realized that when we wanna continue to do something that we had stopped for a period, it's quite difficult and need times to pick up when doing it again... I HAD FORGOTTEN MY LOGIN NAME & PASSWORD!!!

It took me almost an hour to try all the options I have, finally I got it and now I can start blogging again like no body's business, very siok...

And it's all about MONEY...

"Money and time are the heaviest burdens of life,
and the unhappiest of all mortals,
are those who have more of either than they know how to use."

Sounds like somebody out there has more time than money or vice versa. But who on earth nowadays don't want to be rich in both?

We can always hear people complaining that either their money or time isn't enough. It seems to be ironic coz who can or will satisfy with what they have now?

Why never do planning since we know that our time and money don't really enough for us to finish our task? I believe good planner makes more money and save more time than others.

Hmmm... Why am i talking bout money & time now?

CAUSE... MY TIME AND MONEY NOT ENOUGH!!! GRHHH...

An Interesting Note That I Found This Morning

In a lonely night,
Love seems to be far away,
Obstacles just by my side,
Verify your existance in my heart,
Every moments that we share,
You and me,
Opening each other's heart,
Unconsciously...
Can we keep on going...
Halt or carry on,
Contradictory or acommodating.

I saw this note, or perhaps we can pronounce it as a poem, written on a small piece of A4 paper. It was found somewhere at my working place, sounds interesting... but not on my table. Hmmm... I believed the owner must be worry looking for it.

The words are so touched, the writer must be deeply falling in love with someone and confused. What I can say here is... it's really a nice piece of art, which is really worth to share with others, that's why I publish it.

Give some opinion, maybe it can be our inspiration in writting love letter or poem in the future. Good luck to all those who are falling in love now, may God bless you!

And... to the one I love, I will love you forever, until your last breath.

A Trapped Soul

In the most memorable night of the whole nation,
Middle of the room,
Inferior of a young heart,
Soft spoken soul,
Sadness was seen in the eyes,
Yelling at the mirror,
One can see that the soul is...
Unhappy.

Likewise most of the souls out there,
Ambitious heart,
Made the special one...
Strong,
Excel in almost everything,
Envy by others,
Wrong time and place,
Entrapped the lonely soul,
In the isle of nowhere.

In the following morn,
The trapped soul,
Helpless and hopeless,
Insulted by the ray of hot sun,
Never give up,
Keep on going,
Intuition mind made the soul stronger,
Lots of ways were...
Offered to this soul,
Valued one by one,
Everything was being calculated,
Young heart and fresh mind,
Of the soul,
Underestimated by others,
Too strong for the slate,
Of the society,
Overcoming every harm one by one.

Supremacy - The State of Supreme

A word that is not really new to lots of people nowaday, it's what everybody is chasing and looking for, i believe.

But how people define supremacy? It seems that we all are not having the same point of view when talking about this word. Some may say it's regarding supreme in having power or authority; some may say it's all about dominating and conquering someone or an organization; and some may say that the quality or condition of being supreme makes them great; and bla bla bla...

Is it really a matter of being supreme? Is it really great? Here comes the argument: Do those who think that they are supreme or recognized by others that they are supreme, are really supreme in everything? How do we, human being, judge the supremacy of the one that we believe he/she deserve to be recognized for?

I believe that not all people are supreme in everything that they do. Regardless the title that they are holding in their organization, after all it's just something for others to obey rather than to respect. This is not really supreme, this is just power which is given to the superior prior to control sub-ordinates.

To be frank, if we think that someone is supreme, is it really that matter that he/she must be given the recognition? What I have in mind is: One does have to be recognized his/her supremacy when he/she really deserves it. As long as he/she has done the best to contribute to the entire world until the last breath, this is SUPREME.

The more we learn what to do with ourselves,
and the more we do for others,
the more we will learn to enjoy the abundant life,
this is supreme.

Luck

The Wheel of Fortune

Good fortune and happiness,
but sometimes a species of intoxication with success.

The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune.
Almost always good fortune.

Lucky in everything and happy with the things that come.
Be careful that success does not come directly however.
Sometimes luck can change.

Always Remember:
"If you want to succeed in the world,
you must make your own opportunities as you go on;
Because success doesn't come to you,
you go to it!"

Tale of A Faded Saint

Saint...
Persons of exceptional holiness of life.
We have them in our heart,
Not easy to be one.

Created by the One,
Walking through lots of life paths.
Great holiness, virtue and benevolence,
Made them canonized.

The one I met,
Neither holy nor recognized.
In my heart,
A mortal man...

Give love, care and helping hands.
In others' eyes,
He's immortal, a problem solver,
A man with no regret doing anything.

But...
Who cares?
Realised?
That he's just an ordinary man.

Lots of problems to solve,
Commitments to handle,
Persons to care of,
He's mortal.

His immortality is faded,
In his own eyes,
While staring at the mirror,
Looking at the man in the mirror.

He has problems,
Tonnes of them,
Pressuring, squeezing him,
He can't breathe.

Help...
Who else can hear him screaming?
Friends?
Family?

His heart is weak,
He's helpless,
Hopeless,
Faded in the air...

What I've Really Done

In this farewell,
There's no blood,
There's no alibi.
Cause I've drawn regret,
From the truth,
Of a thousand lies.

So let mercy come,
And wash away...

What I've Done.
I'll face myself,
To cross out what I've become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done.

Put to rest,
What you thought of me.
While I clean this slate,
With the hands,
Of uncertainty.

So let mercy come,
And wash away...

What I've Done.
I'll face myself,
To cross out what I've become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done.

For What I've Done

I'll start again,
And whatever pain may come.
Today this ends,
I'm forgiving what I've done.

I'll face myself,
To cross out what I've become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done.
What I've done.

Forgiving What I've Done.

Working on Saturday

Hmmm... the 1st replacement day for the upcoming festival has begun. As it will be a full day work for every replacement, we can see lots of faces showing their unwillingness to come for work. But, what to do, this is an order, hehehe...

To be frank, this is the longest replacement that i've ever have in my whole life, more than 5 working days will be replaced for a single festival, wow, that will be at least a week long holiday during the festive season.

It will be very hectic for the next 2-3 months as we have replacement almost every saturday, which means, sunday will be the only restday of the week.

To most of the people who are going to have celebration, they are happy with the management, like wise, "suffer 1st, sweet later". But for those who are not, there will be lots of question marks coming out of their mind.

"Why do we need more than a week long holiday?"
"1 week is not enough is it?"
"Sigh... why do we always have replacements?"

And some will say: "Hmmm... can have vacation d." or "This is fun, can have a week long break, isn't that great?"

After some analysis, i found out that not all organization is practicing the same replacement idealogy. Most are depending on its own policy, the culture of the organization. The normal practice is: JUST TAKE LEAVE WHENEVER YOU NEED IT AND IT'S UP TO YOUR BOSS WHETHER HE/SHE WANTS TO APPROVE IT OR NOT.

But for those who are working in big organization, most of the time, holidays for those major festivals are decided by the top management. Perhaps, this is the best way to sort things out, eventhough it won't pleased everybody, but at least there won't be any replacement for the holidays.

Screaming... "WHAT I HAVE DONE???"

Life at Merseyside
Sleep before 12 midnight
Wake up before half pass 6
Preparing to work
That's my life
From monday til friday

10 minutes ironing shirt
5 minutes in toilet
10 minutes bathe
5 minutes from house to car
That's the preparation
From monday til friday

Leave for work a quarter pass 7
Must reach office before 8
Even if reach 10 minutes earlier
Still consider late
That's how it start
My working life
From monday til friday

Punch in before 8
Punch out a quarter pass 4
Leaving for home after that
That's my life
From monday til friday

Working, dealing with
different kind of people
Trying to...
deliver everything on time
That's really a working life
From monday til friday

Sometimes even worse
Have to come on saturday
But luckily...
Have replacement on that
Got people sad
Got people happy
But to most of us
It's a win win situation
That's the way
how management deals

My weekends...
Seldom spent wisely
Seldom manage wisely

That is why...
Got people complain
Got people benefited

After all
I'm trying,
and trying to make my life easier

But sometimes
When i sit back and think
God doesn't really treat me bad
But my life
Seems to be messy
Ruin by myself
Ruin by my intelligence
Gifted by the One

Everyone, everybody
Deserve a better life
If we think, ours is bad now
Why not change?
Change our lifestyle
Just have a sip of coffee
and think properly

I do hope to:
Change those needed to be changed
Keep those which is still needed
This could...
probably...
make my life easier and better!

Help

"Help...!!!" When people who need it shouting the word, others will ask, what the hell he/she needs it? He/she looks fine, seems no problem with the life. But have we ever thought, does everyone around us telling their problems to others always?

Here comes the question mark, why do people needs help? Lots of people pretended to look fine eventhough they have problems, coz... who cares? Who on earth will care for others' problems since everybody is having their own problems everyday and every single hour or even minute!

There are many kinds of problems, for instant, money is not a problem to some, but 'love' to them is a big problem, or vice versa. Whenever we found out that people who stay sorrounding us got problem, we, homo sapiens created by God, will tend to ask, trying to dig out and analyse the problem face by them.

But, at the end of the day, how many of us are willing to lend their helping hands? I believe there will be lots of excuses trying not to get involve, but why trying to know others' problem in the first place since you are not even ready to help? Things will go the other way round, it will hurt the one who share his/her problem with us, they will feel depress, dejected and upset.

So, what the hell is going on? We always like to know about others' problems but not willing to help, furthermore, i believe some will even share what ever they had heard, with others... this is making the problem WORSE!!!

When bad things happen, then only regreted for not lending their helping hands in the first place, this is a common human nature.

Here's a song to those who are facing lots of problems lately, hope that God will help you, but don't ever never have a short thought, taking your own life is not the best way to solve problem, coz others will have to clean up the mess for you.

To all the problem creators, please don't make things worse and to those who are facing problems, may God Bless You all, coz when the ship reaches harbour, it will automatically become straight. Just don't feel upset when you face problem, don't bow to it, just treat it as a harm on your way to success. After all, who on earth won't have problems anyway.

Hope you all will like this song, sung by The Beatles.

The Beatles
HELP
Help, I need somebody,
Help, not just anybody,
Help, you know I need someone, help.

When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody's help in any way.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me.

And now my life has changed in oh so many ways,
My independence seems to vanish in the haze.
But every now and then I feel so insecure,
I know that I just need you like I've never done before.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me.

When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody's help in any way.
But now these daya are gone, I'm not so self assured,
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me, help me, help me, oh.

Sore Throat

Phew... 1st day at work after having a day off due to my throat problem. Very painful since sunday nite n went to doctor on monday morning, had some anti-biotic. Hmmm... it sounds great for lots of people when they got medicine from doctor, xspecially anti-biotics, coz the next thing the doctor is going to give us is... MC!!!

But... getting mc isn't really great, we gotta rest at home n make sure we are really in good shape the next morning b4 work. And... bout anti-biotics, we gotta finish it coz it could bring to lots of trouble if we didn't. Some contains high toxicity chemical compounds such as strychnine and arsenic. So, what's so great bout not feeling well n getting medicine n mc? Afterall, it brings lots of trouble to us oni, who on earth wanna get sick?

Back to today's topic: Sore Throat
I've been suffering from the sickness since the past 2 days n it's really really painful at the right side of my throat, ulser at the right side of my mouth n headache too. I couldn't even swallow my food well, my throat feel pain. And this is the 1st time in my life that i got sore throat at the right side of my throat (usually at the center).

Sore throat is a symptom of many medical disorders. Infections cause the majority of sore throats and are contagious. Infections are caused either by viruses such as the flu, the common cold, mononucleosis, or by bacteria such as strep, mycoplasma, or hemophilus.

While bacteria respond to antibiotic treatment, viruses do not... [+]

My Girlfriend's Birthday

Hi everybody, thank you for visiting my blog. Today is my girlfriend’s birthday and I would like to give her some surprise.

Attached is the PowerPoint presentation that I've made for her, please view it and give me some words of courage.

If you have any comment, please leave it in the Cbox at the right side of this blog, thanks for your support!

CD Pro 2 (Hokkien Version)

Andy also interested in CD Pro 2???

John Lennon

i believe lots of da teenagers nowadays dun really know him coz he's already dead, killed. he's well known 2 those are now 40+, at least. a former 'The Beatles' singer, a famous band from Liverpool during our daddy n mummy dating time.

he's one of my favourite singer since i was young, my uncles n aunties all luv 'The Beatles', so i pun terikut-ikut lor. Sir Paul McCartney is also a former singer of the group, still alive (thank god), all their songs are great!

the man in red is John Lennon, he and his wife, Yoko Ono, had campaigned for world peace b4 his death. until now, with John's fighting spirit, Yoko is still campaigning for world peace, not alone. their son, Sean Lennon, followed his daddy's footsteps, also a singer now.

Crazy Japanese

Japanese r known as one of the most hardworking n creative homosapiens on earth, dun believe it? try to watch what r they doing in this show n u will c how creative there r...

now, do u believe it?

Nickelback

i've been listening to their songs since i started my new era of working life. starting from 'Photograph', followed by 'Savin Me', their songs r gud gud n this is the latest wan played at Hitz.fm, which i like the most...

i like the mtv of this song, it reflects the acts of mankind which are really common nowadays, but 4 god sake, most of us care what is happening n the society doesn't really ignore the human rights problems which haunted the world since decades ago.

Nickelback
If Everyone Cared

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you’d be mine
But here we are, we’re here tonight

Singing Amen, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I'm alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We'd see the day when nobody died
And I'm singing

Amen I, I'm alive
Amen I, I'm alive

And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along

Singing Amen I'm alive
Singing Amen I'm alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We'd see the day when nobody died
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We'd see the day when nobody died

And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We'd see the day when nobody died

We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day when nobody died



Savin' Me is another gud product of theirs, may get its lyric here.

Income Tax

walaueh... i got 3 weeks holiday!!! lots of ppl envy of me, but who cares, my life still continue... can go eat wan tan mee 2molo early early morning, sipeksong... mua ha ha ha...

den den den play dota at home after breakfast leh... hmmm... anyway, gotta spend my time wisely, else will be wasted n end up ki siao doing my work at the end of 3 weeks.

income tax gotta settle 1st... lots of things hv 2 fill in, sure will spend lots of time tracing all my income n xpenses, gai liao lar dis time.

toking bout income tax, lots of ppl keep on complaining dat govment is taxing us too high n using those $$$ doing stupid biznes n development. hmmm... sometimes i'm really confuse bout wat ppl say, they where not asked a single cent 4 their children education n 4 god sake, the poors even got subsidise.

as far as i concern, our income tax rate is among the lowest in the world leh, dunno y ppl still bising bising when paying tax, after all, v all nd 2 do it wat, dun tell me u r gonna stay in dis country withoout any contribution.

The Mighty Reds & Loh Mee

Liverpool blunted Chelsea's cutting edge once again 2 earn da point they required 2 finish top of Champions League Group G with a 0-0 draw at Stamford Bridge. Jose Mourinho's men have yet 2 score against Liverpool in 4 Champions League games...!!!

I din watch da game lastnite, coz i knew it will b damn boring, coz both side had qualified 4 knock-out round d b4 da game starts. But me damn song, coz Pool is doing gud lately... Not conceeding any goal 4 da past 9 games, cool...

Damn tired lastnite listening 2 another mlm presentation, it's actually some kinda sharing, which let me get more knowledge. Dat's y just woke up lor (actually it's 2 hrs ago liao), but still sitting in front of my pc, do some earnings as well... hehe...

So, v all hv 2 take breakfast, right? Probably will eat 'Loh Mee' later, calling my fren 2 tapao 4 me from down town. Hey, da loh mee there damn delicious ler... but da hawker sometimes quite kiam siap lor, gv little of noodle oni, hv 2 double da size n pay xtra.

Da shop is beside kuan imm teng (separated by a small road actually), da temple next 2 PG Chinese Town Hall. Da loh mee stall is inside da coffee shop lor, biz hr from morning til afternoon... Can hv breakfast there; den go jalan jalan 4 while, cum back 4 lunch at da same place; den go kia kia again, cum back 2 tapao 4 dinner at da same place again... phew... wat a loh mee day, sipeksong!

I love eating loh mee, wan tan mee n hock kien mee, shall share more info when got chance...

MLM... not malam.

Lots of ppl heard bout MLM, it's not shortform 4 malam... Actually it's Multi Level Marketing (4 those who dunno). Da son of direct selling (during our nenek moyang time), i suppose.

Da 1st time i heard bout mlm was 10 yrs ago, dat time after SPM exam. Everybody was looking 4 part time jobs, so dat can earn some xtra income 4 a few mths b4 going back 2 school. So, there a few of my frens, they joined a mlm company, operating 4 more than 10 yrs d, gud background... they couldn't resist it, lure by da power of $$$... promoting 2 frens whenever got chance.

After my SPM, i continued study til i get a degree. Hmmm... felt damn happy when i got it (actually it's 1 of my dream). Then join da working community lor, tested many kinds of field d, learnt a lot...

Da most important things dat i've learn is bout mlm lor... I met lots of ppl around da country, half of my frens r making their earnings from either mlm or finance consultancy (insurance lar). But most of them r in 1st option.

Wat's so special bout mlm? Some said u can earn residue income, even when u r sleeping or shiting; some said u can even use others energy n time 2 generate more income. No matter wat it is, end of da day, ppl will say u can b financially free after 3 yrs if u join 2day, walaueh... where 2 get dis kinda kangtao???

MLM ppl say: "if u run conventional biz, u will need 2 manage lots of ppl n spending lots of money 2 start up; if u do mlm... u can start ur own biz from as low as a few ringgit, ain't dat great?"

I've seen lots of my frens fail in dis field as well, den they change dif mlm company. Really got dis kinda ppl, hooping around among mlm companies, some can change up to 10 different mlm companies in a yr!!! Da reason they always gimme is like: da upline not supportive; dis company no gud prospect; failing 2 get new customers, always got rejects oni, den feel fedup... bla bla bla...

Y dis kinda ppl neva look into da proplems seriously??? Y always find excuses??? Y neva look at their ownself??? Lots of ppl quit their job n run da so called 'own business' fulltimely. Y do they hv 2 do dat? Since they've a stable job, y not treat it as part time? Y must get a new prospect everyday? Y not make it like leisure? Sharing works better than trying 2 convince a person, sorry if i'm wrong. Y start 2 sell even u urself not yet try da products? Omg... some more can tell ppl da effectiveness... walaueh...

Ok lar... dat's my voice bout mlm... mayb got some more input some other time... How bout u?

Another car bang from da back...

Holly shit... 2day i saw 2 cases of accident car banging from back in 1 hour. Luckily no traffic jam caused, probably everybody is working at dat time, if not, PGites will sure kepo kepo n jam like hell d.

Govment is trying 2 do something 2 control da accident rate in da country, but seems dat not much ppl alert or care bout this! Furthermore, driver's population is growing daily. Dis kinda accident always happen 2 those who do sales job (no offend, me last time oso do sales).

1 minute b4 da accident: 50% of them was talking thru hp; 20% was trying 2 hit da red light but da car in front suddenly stop; 15% was searching 4 their stuffs inside car while driving; 10% looking at gals passing by (oni happen 2 male drivers); 5% which is out of our imagination...

Mat rempit oso contribute a lot!!! They would work hard hard just 4 da sake of buying new spot rims, modifying their bikes make them proud... so so so... absurd!!! Then they'll go out there n show off on da road, wth...

Haih... wanna break da world accident rate record izzit??? Sigh...

Rabbit...

Hwah... lagi tulis lagi siok... dis is de 2nd time i blog liao 2day.

Rabbit... an animal wif 2 long ears, often found in white, sometimes u can make it colorful if u spray it with multiple colors.

I got a fren name Rabbit, but 4got d when did v gv him dis name... Actually he ain't cute like da real rabbit, oso dunno y v gv him dis kinda name.

He always hooping around, changing jobs... some think dat's cool... can quit job anytime n get a new 1 da next couple of days, ain't dat gud?

He's sleeping now, omg!!! On my pillow!!! On my bed!!! Dis fellow likes 2 sleep... 10 times cum my hs, sleep 9 times... Go his hs oso always c him wearing pijamas...!!!

Pool win again

Wat a weekend, Pool got another 3 points... but Chelsea n MU oso not dat bad ler...

Hmmm... it's raining again, weather lately damn siao siao... kejap rain kejap hot like shit. 2 days no rain, suddenly 2day it cums again, wanna go out oso canot.

Yesterday i went 2 buy some DVD at BJC hor, da ppl cheated me!!! Gv me da cinema 1, sipek jialat, some more said their DVD all gud gud quality, but damn shit gimme cinema version. Da shop is inside my banlist d.

While walk here walk there inside BJC, suddenly i saw a fat lady singing at da middle of da left hall, dunno wat happen... It must b some stupid competition again, trying 2 get new faces 4 new albums, i suppose. Nowadays ppl really siao wif dis kinda singing contest, they neva care bout their image n simply go up there n sing... If face nice n sing well, then ok lor; wat if de other way round leh??? Ppl sure kutuk them 1.

No matter how, still da spectators below da stage will cheers n gv them moral support, it's gud attitude... but when da contestant lose or wat eva, hmmm... ppl will find out reasons y they lose... izit bcoz of their body? Their face? Or their lousy voice? Pity 'em...

Sports... then turn accident.

Sipeksong sleeping whole nite, just woke up n full of energy... Watching Chicago vs Boston now.

Talking bout sports, a few decades back, ppl really play gud gud, but now play 4 $$$ oni, what a shame. U got big bugs, u can buy lots of xpensive players. Players jump here jump there, earning big $$$, n v all stupid fellow watching them hooping around, sipekgong.

Look at Chelsea, they spend more than 100 mil buying "high class" stuffs since Mr. Ho takeover, but r they really fully utilize it??? Always c da same faces on the pitch nia, others leh? Waiting 4 their chance 2 get on da pitch... hmmm... til when football can becum better???

2nite got big games, Chelsea vs Boro & Pool vs Wigan. Boro's full wif old folks n Wigan's an underdog, which becum quite shui lately. I bet Wigan can't even make it 2 UEFA Cup next season, "Dragon Head Snake Tail".

Last nite hor, when i went out sek sek inside my car, hwah... jam like hell, just bcoz of a stupid accident, car banging from da back, n it caused both sides jam. 1 side trying 2 settle da shit, de other side of da road everybody kepoing looking at da stupid accident. After all, it's just a simple accident nia ma, v always c this kinda accident leh, what so strange leh?

I think PG ppl r like dat 1 lor, if not govment won't build steel wall on PG Bridge liao. N everybody is keep on complaining govment damn stupid, block da beutiful sea view oni. R they really think like dat? I think blocking their view when got accident nia kua... There's 1 time, a lorry accident at PG Bridge, jam from 7pm - 11pm, can u imagine dat? PG ppl damn kepo, trying 2 get da most info from da accident as much as they can, then go home share wif frens n family... faster than da internet, sipek jialat. If got ppl heart attack on da way 2 hospital using da bridge, he/she should hv died long time ago liao lor...

I luv PG, but 1 thing dat i canot tahan is just da PGites attitude on da road. Cut here cut there as if they r inside F1 race, then bang ppl's back, then their supporters will cum 2 talk lor. If u drive a bit slow, lagi teruk, ppl will keep on flashing high lights from ur back, scared dat u can't c ur way...

Aihhh... til when oni PG ppl will change dis habit leh???

My 1st day...

Halo... dis is my 1st time blogging, just heard it from frens a couple of days ago. Walaueh... they said i can post anything i want n ppl will hv a look at it n sometimes gv comment... sipeksong.

So... 1st time blogging oso dunno wat 2 say... damn happy now... 1st of all, i wanna thank solitudism 4 introducing me dis time spending activity, cool... Oso i wanna thank 2 Blogger.com 4 giving me da chance 2 talk shit shit things dat happen...

Ok lar, dunno wat 2 say liao... very happy now... just had my breakfast, damn full, hv 2 rest 1st b4 i can continue typing...

C u guys...

Oh ya... btw, i love "The Reds"... they r mighty powerful!!!